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This is not helping at all…. At this rate i’m really going to fail. Why can’t i just get you out of my mind…
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Exams are coming, but as of now i just can’t seem to study. Right now all i’m thinking about is you. I may have made a mistake. In fact, i’m pretty sure i did.
But whenever i try to pluck up the courage to pick up the phone and send you a text or even call you… Your words came back into my mind. ” I don’t trust you at all”. I know i’ve probably heard it a thousand times by now. I already knew that that was how you felt. But that didn’t stop me from trying… Hoping for that small chance that you might give me and opportunity. But those words stung.
Even though i was not in the right state of mind when i did it, that was still no excuse for myself. I’ve already done what i did. There’s no turning back now. You are probably thinking to yourself right now that you knew this was gonna happen someday. You knew i wasn’t the one to be. You knew that it was the right thing to do not to trust me.
Maybe you were right…. Maybe when i thought i saw something between us, i was wrong. But its alright, because its over now. I’ve given up on this thing known as love.
If you ever happen to see this, i’m not typing all these just to make you feel miserable or rage or whatever you might feel. I just need somewhere to express my feelings without being judged and giving false concerns from others… Now that i’ve finally written everything i wanted to say, perhaps i’m able to study with ease…
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ITS TIME FOR 24 HOURS NON STOP ACTION PACKED FILLED DAYS OF GOSSIP GIRL! WOOOOHOOOOO
